what have "this" done to me?
what commitment means?
commitment leaves brutal marks all over the place.
so what do this even mean.

trying so hard to fix the rusty machine.
though the engine is as power as Ferrari's,but it still choose not
to work.
every single day my mind speaks;

" God grant me the courage not to give up what I think is right even
though I think it is hopeless. "

patience is like knocking on the devil's door.
once twice,yeah! maybe it'll let you off & hoping it won't happened
again.
but you knocked it harder,it'll answer you. someday,who knw.